| goodbye livejournal! |
[06 Jan 2005|04:02pm] |
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it's been fun :)...I realize that I don't usually update this....so...i give you leave.
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[10 Dec 2004|05:02am] |
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lala, early in the AM...drinking lots of coffee. Going to see the Aquabats in Ventura tonight. YeeaaaUH. Let's be honest with one another; i'm rather excited. Tomorrow SB&quality Jesse time. Sunday quality Ishi time. and anyway....what's my point again? oh yeah......it's been extremely cold in Lompoc. :( Time to get dressed&eat. mwah. if you could be doing anything right now....what would you do?
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| what to say, what to say... |
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This weekend has been interesting. I was up until about 4AM with Davey, Amanda, Tony, Bre, and some random drunk guy on Friday night. Saturday, I slept. A lot. So much in fact, that when I woke up it was pitch black and I had 3 missed calls. Amanda came over at like midnight, and we watched hot actors play terrorists on the History channel, and a group of senior citizens talk about 'NAM. We did this in our sweatpants and Flinstone hairstyles. Davey called at like 2AM after his band played in SB somewhere. Amanda left because she had to be driving back to Fullerton 2 hours later, and so I went to bed. Today I went to the coffee shop with Ishi. She got her haircut, emphasizing her Asian-ness even more so. (It looks so cute.) We went to Wal-Mart, and the record store...blablabla.. I took a shower&now I'm sitting in an awkward position in nothing but a towel, drinking tea and shivering.
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[18 Oct 2004|06:04pm] |
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arrrgaahhhahhh....it needs to rain again so I have a reason to have a cheery disposition. The fact that I haven't yet been rejected for "tapping" purposes, but HAVE been a number of times for dating purposes kind of frightens me a little bit. My personality is unsuitable for the male gender. oh, jesus... maybe it's just America and I seriously need to move to Europe in the immediate future. i can't concentrate..it's so dark in this room (besides the computer screen...which is bright enough to give someone a migraine.) i'm listening to the modern lovers and trying to be tired, but can't. ALteoaetnknkany emm...sleeeep. i think i'm going to visit amanda next weekend. but maybe only for a night. mmm...well, anyway. i miss allison. even though i saw her like 5 times today.
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[16 Sep 2004|08:01pm] |
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? I don't know why.
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[14 Sep 2004|04:49pm] |
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i met billy idol and steve stephens this weekend in san diego after billy's show...it was the best night of my life. alright, maybe saturday will be the best night of my life...we might get to him again if his bus driver Ron, or body guard, (who goes by "Toast") gets amanda and i back again. billy...hmm... what a hell of a show, too. front row, dead center. I loved when he introduced the band and was like, "derrick on keyboards" "steve stephens on guitar" "blablabla on bass and drums"..... he stands on the amp and screams "and I'm BILLY FUCKING IDOL!!!" everyone was in their 30s, and screaming,really really loudly...emm..i love his looks. steve was an amaazing guitarist, too. He played with his teeth and behind his back, and we met the bass player, and ...uhhhh became too acquainted with his keyboardist...ewwwww. gross. let's not talk about derrick. SICK. and anyway, mmmm BILLY. we're still in awe...but no billy sex...maybe saturday? haha..hmm..that would be quite an experience. yada da da DAH! i am so effing tired....and have lots of homework :(
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[09 Sep 2004|03:37pm] |
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PS: I love you angiekins!!
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[01 Sep 2004|07:20pm] |
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Okay...soo..this weekend i'm going to UC fullerton to stay in amanda's dorm. we're going to go into hollywood, see a show, hopefully see "daddy", tom and dyl, because i'm going down there instead of visa versa. and friday night i'm at south side cafe to see a shitload of bands play for karl's 23rd birthday. in other news i just had this conversation with allan:
ReedTransformer (6:34:32 PM): uhmm..let's cut the crap, you are a bad person.
He thought it was funny. I wasn't being funny.
any anyway, i'm talking about pregnancy to amanda...and in short: she told me that I may not choose to adopt when the time comes. uhmm..fuck no. I'm adopting. after the pregnancy dream, i know it's about a decade away (i'm extremely young) but...uhmm..fuck no.
ganangnakngkankgakngkagn i'm getting sick. stuffed nose, sore throat. siick
11 days to BILLY!!!
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| AHH |
[27 Aug 2004|05:37am] |
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so it's 6 30 am. i don't care what that clock says. it's wrong...all WRONG! and..i'm...really...tired...and am drinking a rock star energy drink, even though I feel queezy and don't want to be attending school. bleeh!I shouldn't have had those 2 coors beers while doing my homework at 11pm, and then not getting off the phone with amanda until close to 1AM...waking up at 6:00AM. Ew. i'll probably delete this when i get home because it's not really a substancial post, unless someone comments on this...because, i mean...well...let's not beat around the bush, they're fun. AHHHH speach&debate work. I want to debate against not having to do speach&debate work, when the topic is something unsatisfactory and unimportant to the general public. does anyone want to text me a really loving message about guinness?who DOES this?
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| REPENT! fhaagangaa ocmpueean! |
[20 Aug 2004|08:45pm] |
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it is now 930PM, i have exactly 12 hours in which I am able to sleep...unfortunatley, sleep deprivation might just have to kick in but once more...because...alright. well... AH! someone called me on a restricted number using a computer voice...ultimitley, it was frightening. conclusion: computers do not make good phone friends. A mono tone creates panic. :( i was going to insert a smiley face that looked paniced, but i could find none. ! so i placed a sad one instead. I had a really strange experience today at the store....i went in for some energy drinks and milk...i was wearing ripped jeans and a david bowie off the shoulder shirt, and this fragile old man goes up to me and starts screaming at me to repent. i'm like, "uhm, i'm sorry sir." kind of bowing my head in an attempt to get away...and he's like, "Young lady!" *screams at me, and points at me* and asks me if i have accepted jesus christ as my savior. I responded with something about being agnostic, and like...he called me a slut because i had ripped jeans and was "exposing my flesh in an unsuitable manner"... and "david bowie is the devil" Uhmm... hearing that david bowie is the devil kind of corrupted everything i've grown to believe.
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[17 Aug 2004|09:08pm] |
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i'm going to pee myself. MY DREAMS ARE COMING TRUE!!! i'm GOING TO SEE BILLY IDOL LIVE!!! AT A PARK!!! IN SAN DIEGO! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH not to mention, amanda and i are staying at her aunts freakin mansion in san diego. we're going to go for the whole weekend in september, and it's on a sunday. uhmm...holy hell. all i need to do is find out how to get backstage...and someone to have sex with during the show. holy hell. i actually have the opprotunity to have sex at a billy idol concert. dear god. i can't breathe. i bought a billy idol tote bag and shirt on ebay.
in other news...i'm SEEING JASON FALKNER PLAY FINALLY!!! on the 27th at SPACELAND in silverlake. mmmhmm bitches. IPO. holy fuck. i'm going to finally see jason falkner...and it happens to be the weekend i'm going to hollywood. i'm listening to one of jason falkner's bands right now.
ah billy. ah jason. AHH AHH...in other news...i had this conversation with travis:
everslider21 (9:06:36 PM): i felt like playing twinkle twinkle on a higher scale ReedTransformer (9:06:46 PM): well, that's ambitious
yes, travis can play twinkle twinkle on his guitar. i'm very pround. as should you.
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| uhmm yeah |
[06 Aug 2004|07:59pm] |
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Alright, so after spending three days in a row with Amanda (whether in Santa Barbara, LA, or Santa Maria) while blasting Billy Idol's, "rebel yell"...i've decided that in order for me to be content in life...I really need to have sex at a Billy Idol concert. Uhmm...yeah. I'd say so. think about it. Billy Idol. Who is the picture of sex...you see, I know for a fact that he has listened to his music during the act...so I mean, it would just be supporting his lifestyle in the long run. uhmm..yeah. I really need to do this. right now.
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[01 Aug 2004|08:20pm] |
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Alright. emotions. they've been provoked! Do you know when you want something so incredibly much, (but realize how bloody awful it is for your well-being,) how irritable you seem to be ALL the time? Toward everything. Everyone. When the dog barks to get out. When the phone rings and it's your brother. When you stub your toe on the SAME EFFING DOG WHO WAS BARKING?!?!?! YES. fucking wore monkey. YEAH BABY.That's riiight. I SAID FUCKING WORE MONKEY!!!
Doesn't it sound like I'm fighting this really creepy drug-addiction and am going through sets of withdrawals? I guess in a metaphorical way that could be proved correct. alright....so...yeah....here I am. I don't know what I'm doing, or why i'm screaming at an inanimate object through words ( namley my computer)....but what I do know is that I'm confused on why i'm so confused...staring at my cell phone,....wondering why the fuck I fall on my face instead of my feet...and I swear to god, I'm not even pmsing. so you can rule that out..RIGHT NOW. that's it. if you're too frightening to respond to this, that's understandable..but if you would like to, I solute you in all of your loveliness.
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so, i'm in this really depressed emo-ish mood...and i'm asking myself why I seem unworthy of every male on the face of this earth that I see as.....well....actually, I have no idea where i'm going from here. (or where I CAN go from here for that matter.) I've had an eventful couple of days filled with friends, laughter, swimming, eating, 80s dancing at south side, watching bands, taking photos, listening to music, dancing around in my room in a silky slip-dress thing with cons and legwarmers. YEAH. I should be in a reaaaaaalllly reversed mood....but you know what? thhhhhaaaaat's it. I'm definitely not a happy camper. mmmmmm....i'm double dating tomorrow. gaaahhd. in the name of all things that are holy. i should post pictures of inanimate objects. it could create for me a cheery disposition. someone call me. i need chinese food.
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| huge arse survey |
[16 Jul 2004|01:55pm] |
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B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z .......
B - Bands listening to right now: NICKOLAS!
C - Career of the future: recording engineer or photo journalist
D - Dad's Name: Scott Thomas
E - Ethnic Background: Norwegian, English, French-Canadian, Scottish
F - Favorite song at the moment: “pink moon” nick drake
G - Great escape: internet, my loft, the coffee shop, LA
H - Hometown: Lompoc, CA
I - Instrument: percussion, vocals&some guitar and bass
J - Job Title: “i’m just a...sweet transvestite!” hahahha..actually not
K - Kids: I hear they approved xix
L - Last person you talked to on the phone: Brettofsky!
M - Mom's Name: Estelle Marie
N - Number of Siblings: 1- JT dog
O - Oldest Sibling: Justin Thomas
P - Phobia[s] / Fear[s]: death, physical pain, needles, crawling critters, the dentist (which could also be placed under physical pain)
Q - Favorite Quote: something by W.C. Fields
S - Song you sang last: “Maps” by The Yeah Yeah Yeahs. justin recorded guitar and my vox on the comp.
T - Time you wake: when the phone goes off
U - Unknown fact about me: I have an obsession with necks
V - Vegetable you Hate: cauliflower and broccoli..or anything shaped like a tree.
W - Worst Habit: I have strange eating habits& I bite my nails out of nerves
X - X-rays you've had: teeth.
Y - Yummy Food: Asian food, beef jerkey, chex mix, trader joes food
Z - Zodiac Sign: Virgo
50 random things about me
1. I'm a drummer 2. my last wore had a tattoo on his arm in Japanese writing& was just fired from his job for being mean to the customers 3. I think he deserved it 4. I have Irish panties that are silky and have polka-dots 5. I’m wearing tight black jeans&a blue thermal shirt with legwarmers and cons right now 6. my dog just ran into the door 7. I have Mennonite cousins who live in Canada 8. we just got a pool installed in our property near the path&flower garden 9. the last thing I did was go swimming 10. i think Karen O is hot 11. but I’m straight 12. I like sissy drinks 13. I think beer is disgusting and anyone who says other wise is a pussy 14. I think George bush needs to “accidentally” run into a poll and get electrocuted 15. that has a very slim chance of occurring 16. i think that’s a damn shame 17. this is very tedious for me 18. i smoke socially 19. David bowie is my idol 20. I go to LA&SB a lot 21. I'm redecorating my room&loft 22. I live out in the country on 20 acres 23. Michael Jackson lives 30 minutes away from me 24. ludwigs' are my love 25. I’m going to attend Questa 26. my mom is finally healthy after being sick since I was in 2nd grade 27. this makes me happy 28. my mom is cute 29. my older brother is bizarre 30. he likes Richard Simmons& fancy mops 31. he wanted a camel when he was little..really really badly 32. I took a photo of a camel and gave it to him 33. he clapped 34. my middle name is autumn 35. I take lots of photographs 36. my dogs just ran into me 37. I have 5 dogs, 4 of which are tiny 38. when I was little I had a phobia of birds 39. my parents bought me a parakeet in an attempt for me to get over the fear 40. it didn’t work 41. her name was Erin 42. she’s dead now 43. I can ride motocross 44. but I'm really bad at it 45. I'm clumsy&run into things a lot 46. i have condoms that are made in Ireland 47. they’re ribbed 48. but i will never open them, because they’re souvenirs 49. allan just texted me 50. i text way too much
Thirteen random things you like: 1 listening to Billy Idol speak 2 playing drums 3 John Hughes films 4 making people admit to contradicting themselves 5 renting big hotel rooms&remembering to bring the boombox 6 alcohol 7 80s dancing 8 not having pregnancy dreams 9 talking to tourists 10 staying up until i pass out 11 jam sessions 12 wondering around unfamiliar places at night with people that aren’t scary 13 swimming in big pools
Twelve movies you like: 1 Napoleon dynamite 2 all of the monty python’s 3 die mommie die 4 almost famous 5 rocky horror picture show 6 the breakfast club 7 run lola run 8 spinal tap 10 a mighty wind 11 almost famous 12 ferris buellers day off
Eleven good bands/artists: 1 nick drake 2 the velvet underground 3 tom waits 4 Air 5 Andy Warhol 6 siouxsie and the banshees 7 Elliot smith 8 Jason Falkner 9 karate 10 pavement 11 king crimson
Ten things about you physically: 1 my hair is mostly straight but randomly curls around my face...especially when it rains 2 I have really blue eyes 3 & have never dyed my hair in my life 4 I have freckles on my nose 5 I'm cutting my hair Monday so it looks cool 6 I have three moles near my pelvic bone that form a triangle 7 i have small hands 8 I'm about 5’7” 9 i can curl my tongue 10 i wear size 8 1/2 shoes
Nine good friends: 1 Ishi 2 Angie 3 Dan Dan 4 Adam 5 caitlyn 6 cat 7 Brett 8 faith 9 Allison
Eight favorite foods/drinks: 1 sushi 2 mochas 3 Indian food 4 smirinoff ice 5 wine coolers 6 beef jerkey 7 cheese squares 8 toffee
Seven things you wear daily: 1 shoes 2 bottoms 3 tops 4 panties 5 socks 6 this is all relevant,it depends on the day 7
Six things that annoy you: 1 pop ups 2 people who are extremely banal 3 George bush activists 4 99 percent of rap music 5 fast food 6 people who say, “Ya’ll” in excess.
Five things you touch everyday: 1 water 2 cellular phone 3 clothing 4 music 5 drum sticks
Four shows you watch: 1 Monk 2 Seindfeld 3 Reno 911 4
Three celebrities you have a crush on: Dead or Alive? DEAD: nick drake. I know he’d be 56 this year...but in spirit he’s only 26
ALIVE: bla. no fun.
Two people on LJ that you have kissed: 1. UHMMMMM 2. UHMMMMM let’s play OFF livejournal, shall we?
One person that you could spend the rest of your life with: I haven’t found anyone to that extent yet
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[15 Jul 2004|06:21pm] |
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-ate carrows, ran errands&talked to kins. she won $400 at the casino lastnight. she's on fire. -got a pool installed in our backyard. decided it calls for a pool party consisting of mixed drinks&rafts -admitted to cat what i've never admitted to anyone but allan because..uhmm.. it involves him. -shocked and/or scared the fuck out of her. she hasn't responded yet. -cried really really hard&ended up vomiting because I was choking on too much salted water. -punched justin
uhhmm yea, i've been busy. quote of the day: "goddamn you half japanese girls"
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